Life In Jesus Christ!!

One thing I want to tell my friends:
I grew up in hardship. Other children are often tempted to laugh at me and bully me in school  when I was still young. A target of chaff and humiliation and often called beggar and a vagabond. I went through different tests of life and as a teenager, I was once addicted to drinking, gangs and truancy. Collective lust, and I cursed alot. I Grew up in a home with Family centeredness but I do not understand love. I went through pain and tears. And only God had kept up with me.

As I thought about our trail. Many people around me had changed nothing in life.
I have nothing to be proud of but the love of God for me and the life I have received through Jesus ... Had made me a successful woman. Not of Careers or Medal Awards.. But of Triumph and Eternal life that consists Patience, kindness and peace.

Thus, while the others are busy attending various gatherings and occasions. I was busy with things to do for God. Because the property in my surroundings I have not sought. But eternal life I want to achieve. Not everyone will be like me. But you are invited or even to turn away from those who are full of evil, waive the flesh, leave the past and search out your ownselves if you really are in Jesus. Are Your priority be heavenly or earthly only?

Do you take pride in the breadth of your properties like land, home, expensive equipment that later will rot.

Your heart must be filled with goodness that comes from God. keep away your own tradition of your forefathers filled with religious acts and token act. Your good works are like rags to the Lord, if you want the real Salvation..  You shall repent of your sins. Wash your body through baptism in the name of Jesus and be saved.

I'm no different from you. Since I washed myself with the true baptism in Jesus Christ, it is no longer I that Live. The Spirit of God is the one who lives in my body. I am not a slave of sin anymore even though I was indeed, it is the Past. Now I am FREE.

INDEPENDENTLY living in Jesus Christ.
No need that I struggle to do good. But because I have my obedience to him. It is normal to do good. The things that are hard to avoid and stop, they immediately fled from my body because of the goodness of the Light of God. I am cleansed and have no fear of judgment because I know I'm forgiven by God and now belongs to him.
Thus the life that I am walking is not for me, but something I could do for my Lord Jesus. Hopefully you also ..

Not everyone will be like me. But you are invited to turn from those who are full of evil, waive the flesh, leave the past and search out your ownself if you really are in Jesus. Your priority will be heavenly or earthly ...?

Ang Buhay kay Hesus

Isang bagay ang Nais kong ipabatid sa aking mga kaibigan:
Ako po ay lumaki sa hirap. Madalas po akong tuksuhin at pagtawanan sa eskwelahan noong ako ay bata pa lamang. Tampulan ako ng tukso at madalas tawaging pulubi at hampas-lupa. Ako po ay nagdaan sa mga pagsubok at bilang isang kabataan, nalulong sa inom, droga, barkada at lakwatsa,nasali sa mga grupong masamang inpluwensya. Samang pita ng laman, palamura at walang pagmamahal sa kapwa. Lumaki sa pamilyang di ko naunawaan ngunit tahanan ng pagmamahal. Nagdaan ako sa hirap at luha. At tanging ang DIOS ang umagapay sa akin.

Habang iniisip ko ang aming pinagdaanan. Maraming tao sa aking paligid ang walang ipinagbago sa buhay.
Wala akong dapat ipagmalaki kundi ang pagmamahal ng DIOS sa akin at ang buhay na aking natanggap sa pamamagitan ni Jesus...
Kaya naman habang ang iba ay abala sa pagdalo sa mga ibat ibang okasyon. ako ay abala sa mga bagay na dapat kong gawin para sa Dios. Dahil ang mga kagamitan sa aking paligid ay di ko na hinahangad. Kundi ang buhay na walang hanggan ang aking nais makamtan. Hindi lahat ay magiging katulad ko. Ngunit kayo ay inaanyayahan kong humiwalay sa mga taong puno ng kasamaan, talikdan ang mga tawag ng laman, iwanan ang nakaraan at saliksikin ang inyong mga sarili kung kayo nga ba ay nasa kay Jesus. Ang inyong mga prioridad ba ay makalangit o makamundo lamang?

Wag ninyong ipagmalaki ang lawak ng inyong lupa, tahanan, mamahaling kagamitan na pagdating ng araw ay mabubulok.

Ang inyong mga puso ay dapat mapuno ng kabutihan na nagmumula sa Dios. ilayo ninyo ang inyong mga sarili sa tradisyon ng inyong mga ninuno na puno ng makarelihiyosong paniniwala at pakitang gawa.  Ang inyong mga mabubuting gawa ay isang basahan sa Panginoon, kung nais ninyo ang tunay na kaligtasan..kayo ay magsisi sa inyong mga kasalanan. Hugasan ang inyong katawan sa pamamagitan ng bautismo sa pangalan ni Jesus at kayo ay maliligtas.

Ako ay hindi naiiba sa inyo. Mula ng ako ay mahugasan sa tunay na bautismo. Ang Spirito ng Dios ang siyang naninirahan sa aking katawan. Ako ay hindi na alila ng kasalanan bagamat ako ngayun ay isang malaya. Malaya sa buhay na mayroon kay Jesus.
Hindi kailangan ng DIOS na ako ay magpakahirap na gumawa ng mabuti. Kundi dahil sa aking pagsunod sa kanya. Ang mga bagay na mahirap kong iwasan at tigilan ay dagliang nagsilayas sa aking katawan dahil sa kabutihan ng Liwanag ng Dios. Ako ay nalinisan at walang pagdaramdam at takot ng paghatol sapagkat alam kong ako napatawad ng DIOS at nabibilang sa kanya. Kaya naman ang buhay na aking nilalakaran ay hindi na sa akin, kundi isang bagay ma aking ginagawa para sa aking Panginoong Jesus. Sana ikaw din..

Hindi lahat ay magiging katulad ko. Ngunit kayo ay inaanyayahan kong humiwalay sa mga taong puno ng kasamaan, talikdan ang mga tawag ng laman, iwanan ang nakaraan at saliksikin ang inyong mga sarili kung kayo nga ba ay nasa kay Jesus. Ang inyong mga prioridad ba ay makalangit o makamundo...?

It takes a Price to Follow Jesus

I am happy I stood afar off people that thought I'm a trouble maker. I'm glad that I've lost some friends, I am glad that by the things happened to me God showed exactly who people are. I don't feel like having friends but I know for sure I'm loved. It was enough with few people who cared for me and I don't need to know who dislikes me. For this body that walks around people now, is the vessel of God to Equip the Saints of Jesus Christ. For I no longer live from old but lives in fullness of God with desires to walk as Disciple.
For this reason, the Journey that I took, to Follow Jesus and do what He does and be His disciple made me separate from people that are not understanding the true meaning of love, friendship and do not really know how to care for those who are being lost.
Because I was that lost. But I am found.
I don't boast at all, I just say I follow Jesus and peoples opinion does not matter anymore!

The compassion of Judgement comes along by being so traditional. Do you think if you go to church every sunday makes you a follower of Jesus? Do you think it change a life when you tell people you go in church and never miss any service at all?
Jesus even rebuked the Pharisees and the Saduccees.. For their mouth are filled with words of the Holy Scriptures but their heart were rotten. They were so good at being perfectly traditional but not doing anything to influence others lives.
So think..
Who is your master?
Is it just your church?
Is it  your house? Your car? Your style? Money? Addiction? People?
Is it Jesus?

Travelling to Denmark

I am so much excited about this journey.
For this matter is an evidence of God's work in me.

I've never imagined that this would be a wonderful gift of God to show me everything I've never seen and to take me to places I've never been.

Actually, this is not my first time to travel abroad, except that I travelled into places where conferences about Discipleship is being held. On the other hand, my travel before was all about family, I had missions and seeing places. And that's one of the things that God had shown me..

Looking back then, I've tried everywhere to suit my dreams through striving harder, but it all went to trash.
As the bible says

Jeremiah 33:3
Call unto me, and I will answer you, and show you great and mighty things, which you know not.

God is Almighty and knowing, and I will not question that. I could see how great and mighty things he gave shown me this past years. All of the miracles happened to others and even to my life, I witnessed his great majesty.

I am going to Denmark with a hope that God is teaching me wonderful things. I am absolutely confident that I am led by the Spirit of God for this matter is placed in my heart.
I am meeting people from around the world to practice the BOOK OF ACTS..
Preaching the Gospel, Healing the sick, casting out demons and unclean spirits and baptising people in water and in the Holy Spirit in the name of Jesus Christ..
And on that matter, to build up the new believers to become a disciple of Jesus and do what he commanded us to do..

I am not knowing what awaits me there, but rest assured, God knows what's best for me and blessing my journey and from thence, the Holy Spirit will teach me things I must learn.

So see you later alligators!!
God bless you all my beloved friends...

Jeremiah 29:11 - For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, saith the LORD, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you an expected end.

Psalms 119:105 -  Thy word [is] a lamp unto my feet, and a light unto my path.

Matthew Chapter 6:25-34
25 Therefore I say unto you, Take no thought for your life, what ye shall eat, or what ye shall drink; nor yet for your body, what ye shall put on. Is not the life more than meat, and the body than raiment?

26 Behold the fowls of the air: for they sow not, neither do they reap, nor gather into barns; yet your heavenly Father feedeth them. Are ye not much better than they?

27 Which of you by taking thought can add one cubit unto his stature?

28 And why take ye thought for raiment? Consider the lilies of the field, how they grow; they toil not, neither do they spin:

29 And yet I say unto you, That even Solomon in all his glory was not arrayed like one of these.

30 Wherefore, if God so clothe the grass of the field, which to day is, and to morrow is cast into the oven, [shall he] not much more [clothe] you, O ye of little faith?

31 Therefore take no thought, saying, What shall we eat? or, What shall we drink? or, Wherewithal shall we be clothed?

32 (For after all these things do the Gentiles seek:) for your heavenly Father knoweth that ye have need of all these things.

33 But seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you.

34 Take therefore no thought for the morrow: for the morrow shall take thought for the things of itself. Sufficient unto the day [is] the evil thereof

The MORE GOD IS CLEAR TO ME

I have heard terrors, I have seen even on televisions, heard on radio all about horrifying things happening around the world. People's blood shed and many still circulates with hate and many earned powers of it. The more I hear this things, the more I become strong knowing of God's existence..

Here: I would be representing the Book of James Chapter 1

I have heard terrors upon terrors on every nations, and I have seen wars on televisions, heard on radio all about horrifying scenes happening accross the world. Specially in the mideast countries. The most of the things that I think is that, when Wars happens, many people must be living in a horrible situation every day. I couldn't imagine their fear and worries of being alive in a moment or die after an hour. For they will never know the time when fire will fall over them. It is almost as if hades sends fire over people. And the other war I am thinking is religious war. These is contagious as likely to cancer. Well, everyone would speak of their own belief or so. And everyone would think their religion is the truest of all religions. Some wouldnt believe in something like that but have spoken that they are just some particles or molecules. Is it so that people just accept that they just live and work and just a product of the world, and when you die, that's it? That's all? Is all the love and affection you receive and give just a a byproduct of molecular and all that stuff? Aren't they real perfection that God is just a loving Father and that after this death, there's a life on the other side.

And there are some who proclaims to be the truest religion of all. And see how they act on other people. The behaviour is just so impossible to explain. If Jesus is provoked by other beliefs, there are no bombs flying upon the skies, there are no people that have been slashed in the neck. And when others have been provoked, the world defend evil. And I am so angry that people are more religiously settled than having a relationship with God.

 But if it is so, why would anger arise and why would hate feed so much frustration upon people that results blood shed?

and if it is so that some religion are peaceful, the  more they preach peace the more they shed blood of innocent people? Loosing lives of both men and women and children.

James 1:2-8 

Profiting from Trials

2 My brethren, count it all joy when you fall into various trials, 3 knowing that the testing of your faith produces patience. 4 But let patience have its perfect work, that you may be perfect and complete, lacking nothing. 5 If any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask of God, who gives to all liberally and without reproach, and it will be given to him. 6 But let him ask in faith, with no doubting, for he who doubts is like a wave of the sea driven and tossed by the wind. 7 For let not that man suppose that he will receive anything from the Lord; 8 he is a double-minded man, unstable in all his ways.

I just came up on a thought, while I was busy in medidation. Yes, Yes...

Why would atheist strive so hard with all their strength to provoke Christians if they don't believe in existence of God?

Why would religious faith says their belief is the one true religion when the ones they represent kills a lot of innocent people and make them slaves into sexual perversion? and not just that, even ungrateful to other nations they migrate into. 

Then My Spirit rise in anger, and then Suddenly, I felt the passion for those whom are oppressed by words and by bloodshed. I felt the tears in my eyes and the hurt had made me feel sorrow. So I look up to heavens. and I said " Father in Heaven, the more people fight against you, the more other people provoke your existence, the more they think they just came up like a bubles upon the earth. The more other faith drink blood of people who proclaim they believe in the God of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob. The more they kill the people who loves Jesus.. Lord, My God!! See, That I believe more and become more strong in my faith in you. alone. The more I hate the systems of religions and the more I understand that My relationship with You is as likely to a Father and Child. The more I understood Jesus said that he would build the temple in three days.. and Yes he did exactly. For when he died, he showed that the temple is us whom he have redeemed for as the Jews were your people so you have extended your hand to all the peoples of the earth through Jesus Christ. The more unfaithful people  strongly provoke Your Saints and Holy Nation across the world. The More I BELIEVE YOU are GOD who loves the world."

James 1:9-11

The Perspective of Rich and Poor

9 Let the lowly brother glory in his exaltation, 10 but the rich in his humiliation, because as a flower of the field he will pass away. 11 For no sooner has the sun risen with a burning heat than it withers the grass; its flower falls, and its beautiful appearance perishes. So the rich man also will fade away in his pursuits.

I looked at myself, and remembered my old life, I grew up poor and we had nothing to eat then. We were grateful but those whom have enough wanted more. So I know How it feels to have nothing and to have somthing. I can abound in all ways that God had taught me to be contented in what I have. And so I feel for those people abroad oppressed by rich and those that have, whom have greedy heart.

And it was so when the past days, I felt so horrible in my Spirit. Women have been killed, real refugees flee and yet there are also of other faith that flee from their nation and goes to a Christian nation and want to take over other people with control and disrespectful with others Law and Belief.

Still the Christian refugees lived in a small refugee camps together with hateful people and have to show kindness and love. Are this people of other faith really have hard hearts they can't feel love? Is it so that the god some others serve are self-centered, and some are blood thirsty?
For you will distinguish them by their fruits...and that is the fruits of mostly called religions. Self-centeredness, talker, provocative, loveless, madness, anger, hatred and evil eyes and evil mind.

James 1:12-18

Loving God Under Trials

12 Blessed is the man who endures temptation; for when he has been approved, he will receive the crown of life which the Lord has promised to those who love Him. 13 Let no one say when he is tempted, “I am tempted by God”; for God cannot be tempted by evil, nor does He Himself tempt anyone. 14 But each one is tempted when he is drawn away by his own desires and enticed. 15 Then, when desire has conceived, it gives birth to sin; and sin, when it is full-grown, brings forth death.

16 Do not be deceived, my beloved brethren. 17 Every good gift and every perfect gift is from above, and comes down from the Father of lights, with whom there is no variation or shadow of turning. 18 Of His own will He brought us forth by the word of truth, that we might be a kind of firstfruits of His creatures. 

 I just sigh to think of it. Yet In the midst of all this desolation and hopeless times. There are many people who strive hard to speak for the weak. and there are many around the world who pull out from their own pockets just to help others in need. Among the selfish people who are busy on their own, there are lights and salt that rises to show Godly kindness towards the oppress, the poor and the needy. A religious and very traditional person is not what God wants. but what he wants is that we help others and act in kindness and in love. He looks at our hearts and see if there are good intents from it. See what God will do if you open up your arms to those in need.

James 1:19-20

Qualities Needed in Trials

19 So then,[a] my beloved brethren, let every man be swift to hear, slow to speak, slow to wrath; 20 for the wrath of man does not produce the righteousness of God.

I encourage all you who believe in the Name of Jesus and who have faith in the God of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob. Please take off your relgious glasses and take your love with you. Put on the compassion and Put on the Fruit of the Spirit of God upon you and act of your faith and let us all help others in need. Maybe there are people around you needing help, it is your freedom of choice to show who God is in your life. The freedom to good or evil. Then just do it. Do good things and practice kindness in the sight of God. Do good not because people are looking or watching. But do good because it is the nature of God's Spirit that works in you. Do good not to expect praise from people because that is selfish praise. Let People discover your good works and it must not come from your own. For God will reward you in according to His righteousness.

James 1:21-27

Doers—Not Hearers Only

21 Therefore lay aside all filthiness and overflow of wickedness, and receive with meekness the implanted word, which is able to save your souls.

22 But be doers of the word, and not hearers only, deceiving yourselves. 23 For if anyone is a hearer of the word and not a doer, he is like a man observing his natural face in a mirror; 24 for he observes himself, goes away, and immediately forgets what kind of man he was. 25 But he who looks into the perfect law of liberty and continues in it, and is not a forgetful hearer but a doer of the work, this one will be blessed in what he does.

And these is the Religious and traditional Symbols people must be set free... IN GOD, THERE IS NO RELIGION. BUT ONLY RELATIONSHIP THROUGH JESUS CHRIST.. HELP AND ACT  IN KINDNESS ....LOVE IS NOT JUST A FEELING YOU FEEL BUT LOVE IS AN ACTION...

26 If anyone among you[b] thinks he is religious, and does not bridle his tongue but deceives his own heart, this one’s religion is useless. 27 Pure and undefiled religion before God and the Father is this: to visit orphans and widows in their trouble, and to keep oneself unspotted from the world.

SO I am Sharing these song to all of you. Hope that you would like it..

Baptising in Holy Spirit

28th of January 2016
I was in a meeting evangelist school. and there was a certain woman I knew. she had arthritis and I prayed for her and she got healed. and then my friend sitting next to her have a wrist injury. So I told the woman I prayed for, now! its your turn to pray for her. and she did...and my friend got healed. then I ask the woman, Did you receive the Holy Spirit? and she replied, I think I have it in me. So I told my friend to pray for her..and we both baptised her in Holy Spirit. So I baptised her also and she felt it but she was shy to let her mouth go. I have seen her toungue and heard it also. and she said that she is happy and she felt freedom!!!

02nd of February 2016
Yesterday: I prayed for my colleague whom have been in complaints of her heels. she had been working for the whole day and shes been tired.so I went into the toilet and prayed:
 Father in Heaven, please fill me with your Spirit and I will massage my colleague because I feel for her pain. I will do it because I love my colleague and I want her to be healed so she can work. Please protect me from being fired..
So after the Prayer, I went out and just touched her heels. she thinks I am massaging her but for me, it was just a deep concern she will be healed.

Today 1; My colleague came to me, and said... oohh I slept so good last night. thank you. I said dont thank me.its Jesus who healed you. and she said it was the best thing she ever felt.but she will think of if she wants to receive Jesus.

Today 2: I was in the bus. I saw a young man and a young asian woman. I closed my eyes and suddenly the Spirit of God showed me how these young man have an affection for her. But he seems to be unsure of his own feelings
When the woman left off the bus I ask the man.. Hello.How are you.and he said he is fine. And then I said. is she your girlfriend...he said no.its my friend. and I told him how the SPirit of God shows me about her. and he admit it was true. And he also said that his granma is a Christian. so I asked if he is baptised in water and he said he is. So I asked if he is baptised in Holy Spirit. he said NO!
The problem was, we are riding in ame bus and he must transfer to another bus so I suppose the bus would be waiting there in the bus station.
 So:I closed my eyes and I was silent. The Spirit of God said.. BAPTISE HIM FOR I HAVE WORKS TO DO THROUGH HIM!! SO I shared Him the GOSPEL and what it means to be baptised in water. And what it means to be baptised in the Holy Spirit. I said. I will baptise you if you would like. Just give me a 1 minute. When we stepped out of the bus, the other bus that suppose to wait is not yet there..so I said..come I will baptise you. close your eyes or let it be opened if you will. SO I baptised him. and he felt the Spirit of God fall on him and He almost about to cry, he said.. THANK YOU. I FEEL FREEDOM!! I FEEL THAT I AM SET FREE INTO SOMETHING I DONT KNOW!! and I am shaking inside of me. and I told him.now you are truly a CHRISTIAN... and then suddenly,..the bus came... about time...

John 14:12
Verily, verily, I say unto you, He that believeth on me, the works that I do shall he do also; and greater works than these shall he do; because I go unto my Father.

Matthew 28:19
Go you therefore, and teach all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit:

The 50's Fashion

I am so much overwhelmed by the 50's fashion..I like vintage so much. It has elegance and more feminine..
Women of old have more respect on themselves in how they dress. There is no measure of beauty by being naked at those times. Many women are even beautiful when they dress modestly.
In the years when Marilyn Monroe was popular, there was no judgement of her waistlines fat. Those were normally pretty. And I admire that not being worried about how fat or how thin you are. The way you cloth does not define your beauty. It is the heart that carries beautiful things in life.


On my recent blogs, I have written about sewing 50's patterns. But with all the things we find on the Internet, I became tired looking for free patterns. As of every Webpage I have seen, they all require to make an account and I can't afford to have more. I must balance my time.

So, same method.. I searched for a website that sells dresses. I've found some Victorian dresses about 1800-1900 and they were all beautiful. I like long dresses, it should be under the knees or something that is upper heels.

And I have found these website
www.johannasrockabilly.se
Johannas Rockabilly Clothing 50's and more - Sweden
www.tigermilly.com TigerMilly Vintage and 50's - London

So..i went through the products and measured my bust, waistline depending on the kind of dress that I wanted to purchase.
So here is the dress I have purchased..

and here is the dress that I have sewn in december 2015

And here is the dress of my aunt that I modelled for a day..

And here is another dresses..!

Aunts dress..oldies but goodies

Maid of Honor

2010

Wedding dress. Philippines Traditional Costume 

The 70s

The 80's

Thank you for your patience in reading my blog. GOD BLESS YOU AND YOUR FAMILY.. happy blogging