When thoughts are as alive than when I speak!

It's difficult to be wise and know God. For it makes you know what is right from wrong, good from evil. And Now that I have gained understanding and wisdom. I see things in different ways. Because it opens up my heart towards His Holy temple. Understanding humility and being fast to forgive, being strong from weaknesses and giving way to those who can't perceive.  Seeing His righteousness and Holiness while I see mine..not even close enough..
Since God had taught me how to live in His presence.. I've experienced, I don't fit this world and even among false Christians. Shame!

Not a single bit of my hair is able to look upon the sky. For I dare not to look for His majesty had cloth the earth and I am here for while. My time is borrowed. For although I am a child of God.. I assume nothing here on earth as mine.
It's absurd that I can't deny the existence of God for when I see evil, I see the existence of good. When I learned to truly love, I see the existence of rejection.
When I see people claiming to be children of God and doing things differently, alluring themselves in arrays and speaks like  whoremongers, it's difficult to speak but I hold my peace. It makes me see, what have people become yet still God is slow to anger and abundant in Mercy.
It's undeniable even more to see how God picks up a broken heart whom were shattered and bind them altogether again. Healing it and making it whole to live this time under His care. Provided needs and giving life, changing the core of a person to become good, not by works or deeds but that God had sent His Son Jesus to became the righteousness of a man. How awesome for God to change a person whom were once wicked and made him into a new soul.  
It's undeniable that I can't reject the nature which is explained by human intellect. The explanations of how it works and how it goes, but no one had I heard explained when it was all came to life. For Wether life had come to earth, no one was even born, and human.. human had denied it's creator, denied it's very lover.. its very Father..
  
       GOD.....

Human... human...
  Ah, human is not humble at all.. human had come to its selfishness to think everything must be gained in self catering. Human does not know what is right anymore. Human had lost its will to define the meaning of love. In its manner, love became sexual matter, and even more life became a product and without importance at all. It became a way of getting as much as you can while breathing.
To consume as much as they could.. even to consume other people for their own benefits... they ate up one another.. they hurt one another.. only to think they have developed a good life.. and in their eyes.. have made it better..
  Ah.. they think for tomorrow where to go. What to do.. what to see.. where to be.. what to buy.. what to say.. what to wear.. what to eat.. whom to use.. whom shall satisfy the desires and their needs.
   This life for human is led to consume.... have never even thought..

What does God feel looking at me?
Am I eligible to enter His kingdom? To walk in that gold floors and seeing the ONE that sits on the throne of Holies..

And human.. After all they've put aside God..
After all they have denied God..
After all they closed their hearts to know God..
After all the enjoyment life had come to pass..
After all their failures had reached the top..
After all the things they gained...
After all the things they see..
  They Don't See God...

When something failed and hurt them bad..
When some rejection cut their heart..
When death passed and took their lives..
When sickness came and took their days..
When evil passed and harmed their very eyes..
Unfortunately, They blame God!

When once.. They didn't even want to Know God.. and denied the existence of His wisdom and understanding..
They even shut down the presence of the one that was sent from Heaven.. cutting down the name of Jesus Christ.!

Human.. is not worthy of Jesus Christ!!
- #KarlaRochelleFäldt -

As a Nurse Assistant! Inspired by Romans 15

Working as a nurse assistant is not easy. It's too emotional, personal, physical, mental and yet you still have to be professional!
My job is #inspired from Romans 15
We then that are strong ought to bear the infirmities of the weak, and not to please ourselves.
Let every one of us please his neighbour for his good to edification.

Apart from the morning routines, the shower, hygienic issues, the machines that help them, the medication, the gymnastics, the birthdays, the occasions and such daily things we do, I honestly say, I'm not just a nurse assistant, but I became a close friend to the elder I take care of. I cried some days when the elders are rude but I understand, I drink my coffee and I ran the hall to meet an old person, I'm afraid they would fall. I cried for the days I can't do more. I laughed on the days they teased me because I was lost in the corridors. I ate my lunch at 3 in the afternoon, and throw in some sandwich if there's time. Running the corridors, checking from door to door! Imagine if I'm a sportsman, I've run a marathon inside. My feet is painful but there's no time to give it a space, and my back is screaming "ah maybe later my kids will give massage".
And I'm proud God gave me a job, filled with patience and care for the gray headed mankind. I'm taught by God's hands to love them the best that I can. Remembering, my father is same gray hair as they are. And I'm thinking "Lord of Host, God of Heaven. How shall my days be like?" And I see these things in my sight.
Many families to the elderly take us for granted! Sometimes, they don't see us, sometimes they are ungrateful and looks at us like we weren't there. Some are very uncongenial. But thats not just the case. Let me speak.
And there are also those who appreciate, the small details like the folding of the tissue napkin on the table, the special serving on the plate, the small touch we do with their family.
At the end of the day, we are so near with them, we hear their screams of loneliness, we see their cries of longing, and we have remembered their young memories of old. I know how they want their coffee served, how they want their hair to be fixed, how their bed to be arrayed, and how the flowers shall stand, which food they want and which is not. I've heard their journey in their younger years, how they fell in-love and how they smile remembering those days of joy. The days of broken hearts, the days of weddings, and how their children growing. The choice of cars to the choice of toiletries and words that glimpse into their lips. The photos that speaks of their days, I see how much grateful they were, and some were in deep sadness for their days had passed away. And that left are that gray hair and the mirror that speaks to them every morning. How they look with their wrinkled eyes as I tried to dance, and to sing a song that I just made up. How their clothes shall be hanged up, and how they smile in such a small thing. I've memorise how they laugh, how much they feel when they're in pain, how much grateful they are when scratched in their back, and how much they want a cuddly toys to touch. I've seen how much they get angry over small details like when the cups are in the wrong place, and how much happy to receive cards.
  When their days come near, death is creeping in. Fear is getting closer to them and their hands want to reach mine. And holding their hand is the best comfort they can get, hearing us with comfort and speaking of thankfulness we became a part of their lives. Sitting beside them until their soul leaves the shelf.  And I am thinking, " thank you dear granny, I've met you and I won't see you again! But I'm thankful I've learned from your life". And suddenly, I'm left talking to the person who wasn't there anymore.
And then, we take out ward materials, clean them and dress them. That their profile integrity shall be kept in honor being a person. The flowers shall be in their hands and an open window shall sneak from the sun.
That! Is a good bit of their memories that leaves us!-until their families come.
  I come home to my family and continued to do my chores, teaching and telling them how my day went by remembering the secrecy of the work I've done. I can be grumpy, I can be happy. For some days goes well and some days are merely rough. Some old people are kind, some are very mad. Some are very pleased some have lost their mind. But in all this case, when my time is done, I've tried to leave it all behind. But I assure you, I can't do it at once, because they are in the back of my mind. And when I'm facing my child, imagining my days to come. My thoughts are filled with words and so I prayed God for me to be kind. And oh! My Child! Please give me time and meet me up, that there will be no space of loneliness when I'm old and the clock runs slowly to my eyes. And so my everyday, I've created good memories for my children to cherish, I've painted some time for my husband to keep. That the old days will keep the speech for me when I'm unable to speak. That my life is a trace of a Godly person who can represent the wrinkles of my face and the gray hair will dance along with the wind as I'll pass by my family. On that day, I will remember that getting old is such a treasure of riped understanding and dignity.

For some of you that have met nurse assistant that are very rude, please forgive them. Because our job is not easy, our time limit at work does not limit our emotions whenever it comes to the elderly. And to the nurse assistant who neglects their job and care for money or salary, who don't have a heart to care, nor does not know how to sympathise, or does not have a trace of empathy. Please quit you job because you are harming another's life.
I am a strong believer of Jesus Christ (Yeshua Hamaschiach), and all that I've wrote, this is my message.
Next time you see a Nurse assistant, ask if she's/he's alright. Maybe they had a bad day at work, maybe some had screamed over her/him, maybe they're tired! Encouragement is good. And God bless them.
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Ask the Lord for Wisdom and understanding!

For anyone who lacks wisdom, ask the Lord.
The literature can give you knowledge about the world and the things in it, it can indulge you and give you understanding only on things that realms right now, right here on earth. It can also make you feel wise, but of your own.  but the Lord has the knowledge regarding heaven and earth and the things that are spiritual! HIS knowledge surpasses everything deeper than we can get in full life span.
  If you think you've known better, how would you know in the beginning you'd fail in such things you've done before, when those things afterwards have thought you to become knowledgeable. You see, we tend to do first and see if it works, then if it goes well, we know it's right. If it fails, it's not right and we are left defeated. But God's wisdom has more than that. He knows where we are going, and He knows our Ways, our minds our hearts, our motives in every move..
. Ask His knowledge for He is the source of all wisdom. Wisdom is the beginning of the Fear of the Lord. Means When you start to know God, you start to have a knowledge of what He is like and you start to have fear or honor towards Him that you start re- modelling yourself, your thoughts, your lifestyle, and your soul to be more like Him. For in Him is righteousness, and in Him rests all the things that can satisfy our needs in our soul.
Don't be hard in your heart, and think that your worldly achievement can bring you better. Remember, we were all born from darkness, and to the grave we all go. Both rich and poor, both the celebrity and the ordinary.
The knowledge of God is where peace resides, where true heart rejoice.
May God reveals what you looking for.

1 Corinthians 2:6-16
6 We do, however, speak a message of wisdom among the mature, but not the wisdom of this age or of the rulers of this age, who are coming to nothing. 7 No, we declare God’s wisdom, a mystery that has been hidden and that God destined for our glory before time began. 8 None of the rulers of this age understood it, for if they had, they would not have crucified the Lord of glory. 9 However, as it is written:

“What no eye has seen,
    what no ear has heard,
and what no human mind has conceived”—
    the things God has prepared for those who love him—
10 these are the things God has revealed to us by his Spirit.

The Spirit searches all things, even the deep things of God. 11 For who knows a person’s thoughts except their own spirit within them? In the same way no one knows the thoughts of God except the Spirit of God. 12 What we have received is not the spirit of the world, but the Spirit who is from God, so that we may understand what God has freely given us. 13 This is what we speak, not in words taught us by human wisdom but in words taught by the Spirit, explaining spiritual realities with Spirit-taught words.[b] 14 The person without the Spirit does not accept the things that come from the Spirit of God but considers them foolishness, and cannot understand them because they are discerned only through the Spirit. 15 The person with the Spirit makes judgments about all things, but such a person is not subject to merely human judgments, 16 for,

“Who has known the mind of the Lord
    so as to instruct him?”
But we have the mind of Christ.

Gothenburg Here comes the Disciples of Jesus

The Lord is good sending out people for the harvest. The world is busybodies and many indeed are riped and ready for the Gospel! Praise Jesus for His nae is powerful and the salvation is found in no one else.!!!

10 June 2016 - Friday

  We travelled to Gothenburg with the other Disciples of Jesus along with out team! As we were on the Bus, I already have the thought that there will be many who will hear the word of God without opposing us. And I've felt strength and hope for that. As I sat on the bus sitting with Sister Jing. She's quite for some time and shared some thoughts about the scriptures. Deep inside of me I was so much amazed how God gives understanding into different people. And I was so inspired as she looks forward for these weekend in Gothenburg City. As we arrived in Nordstan, We moved to an ordinary bus that would bring us to the house of a married couple who also serves the Lord. 

I've met a woman in the bus and approached if she had some pain, indeed she has back pain and when I laid hands on her and prayed, she got healed. And Ive shared her a little bit of the Gospel and she was thankful and departed. As we arrived at the bus stop, I've preached the Gospel to two young men and were curious.

In the evening, we've prayed for God's guidance for the next day. Fileld with hopes and thanksgiving. We fellowshipped and sung songs of Praise and Worship. 

11 June 2016 - Saturday

 In the morning, We went out towards the Mall of Gotheburg, Nordstan. As we entered the mall, We approached some people. And some of us shared and prayed for people. I saw an old woman and she had her crouch and she had severe back pain and so I prayed for her and even for her hips. She got healed and was thankful. Later on, Inside the mall, I approached a man in a wheel chair. They are working for the LGBT Organisation. And he was overwhelmed because not so much would ask to pray for him. And he have been into an accident that made his right leg broken and the small toes are dead. His arm were sewn from falling from a mountain. And we prayed for him and he felt more easier and released even from heavy thoughts. He got healed and could walk easier and even was so thankful. And his thoughts day before that he would walk from the wheelchair one day would happen. He could walk a little bit from the wheelchair, but after we prayed for him, he could walk and stand a little longer which he never did before. ANd it made him so happy and said that it is very overwhelming people cared.

  And there in the bridge, Some of the brethren played songs. Some went other way to pray for people and we walked in two or group.Ive prayed for people and shared the Gospel around the city. And later on Me and brother Robert ended up in tents, Ive found three people sitting there. We prayed for a lady whom have been healed from a shoulder pain and her legs grew out because they were uneven. And her friend Mimmi was beside her. I was led by the Spirit and prayed for her. The Holy Spirit had revealed things that she goes through and she confirmed that they are true. She kept anger and bitterness and unforgiveness. So we prayed for her, took the time and spoke with her. She wept for while and then she felt that her burden was gone. We took the time and shared her the Gospel and shared who Jesus is. They were indeed thankful and amazed at the truthfulness of the true Faith in Jesus Christ. There was a young man named Solomon in the bench near the tents. He has no illness so Ive preached to him the Jesus and the salvation that comes along in following Him. We talked and he was thankful and praised God. On the other side of the bridge of KUngsportsbron, the soldiers are resting and so Ive got the chance to pray for them.

Few hours later, We preached in an open square in the city and it was very very great. The Latest Preaching in the Middle of the Gothenburg City NORDSTAN ''NorthCity''

Here is Brother Gunnar, Brother Samuel and Sister KarlaExciting because beside it was protest against Iran's regime. Well!!! The name of the Lord Jesus is proclaimed and salvation to the Peoples!!

 there were group of young people who also got healed from different kinds of pain. All these young people just flocked us and asked for prayes for ankle pain, should and back pain and they were healed. And one of them asked for prayers for her exam result...Hallelujah.

 We gathered together for while and shared a little to each other what we learned. and later on...I went back home to my own city Jönköping. it was wonderful...

The other disciples continued..

Hej Brother are u not gonna pray for people? hehee

Todays Wonder - Jönköping City and Råslätt Community

We are - Disciples of Jesus

Published by Karla Rochelle Darang Fäldt · 7 June at 00:01 · 

Praise YHWH!! Holy is the Lord of Host!!! 
Healing and Mercy is in His Hands.
Today, The disciples are out in the streets. Brother Gunnar, David, Fredrik and Sister Karla and Sister Jing.
Jönköping City, Sweden is in Celebration of Independence Day as of June 6 2016.
I was with brother Gunnar in the Bridge of Jönköping City and we prayed for a woman who had thyroid gland illness and she said that she will testify afterwards and she already Glorified God. Another woman in their group had a heart problem and feels the pain some time so we laid hands on her and she felt peace and said that she dont feel any pain at all.
Along the pathway, infront of the City Hall, we met an old woman and Brother Gunnar laid hands on her and she have been healed from her back pain and she was amazed and Glorified God. A woman was with her and she also have shoulder and neck pain. I laid my hands on her and the pain left and she had stress, worries and she just felt easier and lighter. She Thank the Lord God and will call me to come to their house to be prayed for her family and fellowship.
Later on, me and Brother Fredrik went to Råslätt where Sister Jing resides.We met with Sister Gemma and Lilly.
Sister Gemma and Sister Lilly preached the Gospel to a Muslim woman.
Sister Jing, Brother Fredrik and me went to the group of students. One man had been healed from his back pain and his left leg grew out and his hips came to right place and he was amazed. So we preached the Gospel to him.
The other group of students, one lady had a pain in her tailbone (coxis) prayed for her 3 times and she got healed. Then it the two ladies beside her wer shocked so Ive got the chance to preach the Gospel and share testimonies and they were thankful and glad.
Sister Jing and Brother Fredrik prayed for people within the group and and later I prayed for a muslim woman whom have been operated in the eyes and her right eye was closed. I prayed for her and she could move her eyes freely. She was thankful for the prayer.
Then I left the disciples and they continued..............
I gave thanks to the Lord for He is Good. His Righteousness is above the earth!!!

Today's Wonder - An amazing day!

Praise God! All honor and majesty belongs to Him only. In all His glory, I give Him all Praise!

We have a wonderful day! As the sun is out shining and so the words of God became a light to people. Sister Jing, me and brother David was out in a shopping centre A6, they've been there for while praying for people and I came later.

A woman got healed from a chronic pain, she had been from a chiropractor because of pain and we prayed for her and she felt and all the pain was gone and she was amazed!
Another woman got better from a back pain also.
We prayed for a man who had stroke and he wanted so much to get healed but they're rushing, anyways he became a little better and they left.
Then me and sister Jing went to her place.
We prayed for a man whom had heart failure and he feels different and ease. We preached the Gospel to him and he was happy. Further more we prayed for a woman and her children is with her. She got better from back pain and stress and she felt ease and lighter. Then afterwards we preached to two Muslim women and they received the Gospel with Joy. A young man also got better from a hangover and he was amazed so we got the chance to share the Gospel of Jesus Christ to him and he was curious to know more.

It's amazing to witness to others with our lives. So keep up the good work of the Holy Spirit in you. God bless you all!

Words of Wisdom

The Good news is the Gospel. The Good news is only for people who are willing to receive it and believe it. For not everyone who hears the word of God are willing to believe and receive. For not everyone believes in the cross and seer the need of a saviour. For some, the cross is foolishness, yet for those who experience it knows that it is of power and Eternal life that brings a person into having a sound heart and sound mind.  The good news is that for anyone who are willing to humble himself and ask for forgiveness and be baptised for the forgiveness of sins shall be saved. For Jesus had paid a price upon the cross which saves souls and free people from spiritual prison. For anyone who does not believe and is not baptised is condemned.

For all of people have sinned and fall short glory therefore the soul is a slave to sin where the body is dirty and sins have separated people from God. Sexually immoral, steals, adultery in mind and body and perversity, liars, perjury, unbelieving, idolaters, gamblers, sorcerers, whoremongers, abominable, all of this needs punishment with fire and brimstone according to the law of God. Which for those who steals and get caught can be imprisonment according to the law of men.  But baptism into Jesus can free a man or woman from the sins of the world. It will result to an inner peace and complete joy. It will make a person a new creation. And then a person will receive the Holy Spirit that teaches the Goodness of God and it's Honor and will lead a person to become good and do good things and not doing evil anymore.

We know for sure I was like this before. But only little things you knew of me which in the past I've done horrible things and I've done many worldly perversion which that are common to human beings. And because in my heart I've been committing adultery and broke many hearts, this cause my heart heavy and I couldn't sleep because my conscience which came from God made me realise what I have done.
And in my deeds I've done many things that made me a sinful person, I became a slave of sin and I ran everywhere to cover up the truth, yet I couldn't hide from God for His Spirit tells me of righteousness and Holiness.
And because I came to know my sin, I wanted to have peace and happiness which I could not find anywhere. I wanted to be forgiven so that I will have life because deep inside, I'm dead. So then I understood that Jesus is not just an old myth, and God is not just an old man, and I is not created from nothing where God created me to be good for a purpose which He did for everyone. God for me is a father, a loving God that gives everything if we ask Him with an open heart.
And this baptism in water made me free from sins and made my conscience clean towards God. And from there, I received the Holy Spirit that teaches me things I do not know, giving me courage to share things that involves the soul. To speak and find the lost whom I was were and to lead them to come to a clean conscience and find and seek God with their heart. For God loves those who do good and loves Him and His commands and God hates those who do evil and do what is not right.
This is the good news that changes lives and changes a person from within. Without being afraid of falling everytime.

If you think then that what I say does not suit you, you are free to leave me. I do not want to compromise because you are my friend. I would love you still and that is why I speak with honesty.
If my words and testimony hurts you and made you think I am judging, you are deceived.
For since I speak of good tidings, I am aware I will loose friends or family and will have enemy. I do not want to please you.
But if you accept this words and testimony about God and will be born through Jesus, then it is your decision to save yourself from eternal damnation. After all! We will individually face the judgement in due time.

If you believe in your heart thatJESUS is the Son of God, that He died on the cross and resurrected from the dead. You shall turn from your sins and repent ( re-think, confess ) and be Baptised, for the remission, forgiveness of your sins. And you and your house shall be saved. And you shall receive the gift of the Holy Spirit.
And you shall live in abundance of God's peace and providence. You will be a living vessel of God.