Going through GALATIANS CHAPTER 5 - Life reflection

As I go through the Bible reading. I have learned more about my human flesh and that's when I didnt knew about Jesus. I always thought I've known what I ought to know. I always thought that all I know was enough that I really really know God..but that's wrong.. I am really wrong..this episode is a breakthrough of my life knowing Jesus and getting closer to God daily..

I remember how stubborn I was when I was a teen. I thought I am young and that all things I see were just enough for me to know. That I wasn't really interested in church becuase I thought that, well, I grew up with that. I go to church every sunday and thats enough.. And that I thought that God would understand why I wont have time with him. I thought all was just fine knowing there is a GOD to believe in and that there is Jesus that exists.. but I was worng.

When I have learned to meet God, I am already in my 20's. It was then I became serious with reading bible and praying became my daily tradition. Eventually, I have learned every time I wake up, I wont go further with my responsibilities without praying and just talking to God. Just like saying good morning to a family member in a household.
And as I go through these chapter i Galatians, I have seen myself clearly whom I was then.. I remember then, I had a lot of excuses, I can find a lot of things to do to avoid going to churches and I can even use my situations to cope myself and join my so called ''friends'' instead of praying and talking to God. I thought what I did was right. When I learned to know about God, I have started to do the mirror. I mirror myself and think of what have I done to make myself better and what have I caused my parents to make them cry. How I behaved was the tremendous thing for me to think about. I have been into drug addiction because my parents separated early, I didnt feel loved, got no attention, I have low slef-esteem and some friends or people dont like me really. I have been isolated and met wrong people on the way. I was working at early age but I am hanging out with the wrong people. Wrong influences..So even if the elders speak to me about the things I do..I did not listen..I have learned the hard way. I have been reflecting how I was then and it is very embarassing for me to go through them and speak about it. I feel very huge shame about it. But I feel no distress anymore in sharing it to you because I know, that every individual has a leak. And by the grace of our Lord Jesus, we learned from all of those we go through.

I have liked many stuff, that are worldly. I have liked going to disco, drinking and just hanging out with teens like me whom were lost. then I think...there were no changes in my life..
Sometimes..I would end up in an alley and just looking up abve the sky..trying to inspect the heavens and just keep staring as the stars are shining there..I keep on dreaming a life..a better life but as I look myself then...that was not the life I would ever wanted to keep..so daily,..I struggled..I stopped meeting and hanging out with people that has nothing to do with me..I stopped going to church who kept on judging and telling me I am a bad person..
Because I believe that to save someone from their transgression is indeed to speak their mistakes..but maybe not in a way that will destroy them..
And.then God is very gracious that Ive got the chance to travel abroad..so at 20's I have decided to learn to know God...and all things started rolling...I promise you..when you Learned to know God..life will start rolling...

everything became difficult..which I know that I have been into difficulties in life before..but this time..it was more heavy to deal with... theres a lot of temptations to my flesh. I would go crazy to go shopping, spending too much money like it will never end. maybe I would like to be drinking but these I have tried to avoid.although some of the time..I fail. And the weariness in mind had come and tried to take me..and at times I lost myself..but I have known, God is moving then...God is tearing me apart from my flesh and cleaning my spirit first and cleaning my flesh..before God returned me to my ownself...

there goes a bible verse that says in Galatians..

Galatians Chapter 5
1 Stand fast therefore in the liberty wherewith Christ hath made us free, and be not entangled again with the yoke of bondage.

2 Behold, I Paul say unto you, that if ye be circumcised, Christ shall profit you nothing.

3 For I testify again to every man that is circumcised, that he is a debtor to do the whole law.

4 Christ is become of no effect unto you, whosoever of you are justified by the law; ye are fallen from grace.

5 For we through the Spirit wait for the hope of righteousness by faith.

6 For in Jesus Christ neither circumcision availeth any thing, nor uncircumcision; but faith which worketh by love.

7 Ye did run well; who did hinder you that ye should not obey the truth?

8 This persuasion cometh not of him that calleth you.

9 A little leaven leaveneth the whole lump.

10 I have confidence in you through the Lord, that ye will be none otherwise minded: but he that troubleth you shall bear his judgment, whosoever he be.

11 And I, brethren, if I yet preach circumcision, why do I yet suffer persecution? then is the offence of the cross ceased.

12 I would they were even cut off which trouble you.

13 For, brethren, ye have been called unto liberty; only use not liberty for an occasion to the flesh, but by love serve one another.

14 For all the law is fulfilled in one word, even in this; Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself.

15 But if ye bite and devour one another, take heed that ye be not consumed one of another.

16 This I say then, Walk in the Spirit, and ye shall not fulfil the lust of the flesh.

17 For the flesh lusteth against the Spirit, and the Spirit against the flesh: and these are contrary the one to the other: so that ye cannot do the things that ye would.

18 But if ye be led of the Spirit, ye are not under the law.

19 Now the works of the flesh are manifest, which are these; Adultery, fornication, uncleanness, lasciviousness,

20 Idolatry, witchcraft, hatred, variance, emulations, wrath, strife, seditions, heresies,

21 Envyings, murders, drunkenness, revellings, and such like: of the which I tell you before, as I have also told you in time past, that they which do such things shall not inherit the kingdom of God.

22 But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering, gentleness, goodness, faith,

23 Meekness, temperance: against such there is no law.

24 And they that are Christ's have crucified the flesh with the affections and lusts.

25 If we live in the Spirit, let us also walk in the Spirit.

26 Let us not be desirous of vain glory, provoking one another, envying one another.

and I have seen that I have been through a lot of the things that God do not want me to be. But because I am human, my flesh devour me strictly. And my Spirit is weak because I allow my flesh to follow what I want, what I feel.. there is nothing to follow what you feel and think, but there is a margin between things of right and wrong. and I can say that, I admit in the name of our Lord Jesus that I went through those works of the flesh... And I have cursed myself then and I did not follow what the Holy Spirit wanted me because I was much conformed to be part of the world. to be a part of the trendy lifestyle which is very a big mistake. It is not easy to follow God's will  though when you are not deciding to leave all the things that your body wants.. and then when I learned to follow God,I became very sensitive..it was a hard task..I have to close my eyes in my shopping illness, impulsive buying.I have to shut down myself in speaking bad words and lying tounge. I lied many times like when my father asks me if I go to school and I said yes but honestly I skipped my class.I lied to my teacher saying I am sick bt honestly, I just want to be home. I lied  thousand times on different situations of my life and I admit those.. you see..when God says Circumcise it means cutting your flesh out of the things that are not good for you. and God did that to me..many times I can just throw myself up on things and follow the world just like a fool..but indeed I feel conscience. I feel my Spirit is speaking behind my mind when I am about to sleep and it keeps me awake that my heart is becoming restless thinking of all the horrible things I have doen the whole day. I repent. And I see the changes in me now. I see that I am growing spiritually. I know that reading the bible is the best thing to learn to know God. I might not be liked by all people...but surely I know, God loves me and in the hands of Jesus..I am dearly beloved child..and thats the thing I am trying to share to my children, my husband, to my family.. I am awakened and I see things clearly now..thanks be to God for not giving up on me.. I hope that you too will find your way to God and will not questions his ways..so you would get in to your hearts desires....

CNN and H&M established in Philippines

I have a big reaction when I saw on my faebook wall posted by a friend regarding the CNN and H&M established in Philippines recently.
It awaked some part of my body that I am not really into it..you know..? maybe a little bit of vigilante...?

Link: Economy of The Philippines - Welcome H&M and CNN !!!

MY friends quote was:
#Philippines is really Changing..

In regarding this article...I thank you Miss Maila Rose Sengson for being a part of my blog article for the day...

and ''changing'' word made my blood arise..well maybe my flesh too...my mind came up with many things... so we exchanged comments in between:

Maila Rose Sengson via John Mangun

20 October at 10:03 · 

‪#‎Philippines‬ is really changing!!! 

Why CNN Philippines and H&M are important

TWO events occurred very recently that clearly showed how the Philippines has changed, and will continue to change, for the better in the future. But first, a brief digression: Several months ago, ...

BUSINESSMIRROR.COM.PH|BY BUSINESSMIRROR EDITORIAL

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  Karla Rochelle Fäldt that is a big uprising of the economy of the country..but lets ask how will it affect the indigenous families and individuals..not all can afford that and not all have a job..not all have a good salary..this two major companies is just a front for the stock market and economic uprising...lets see what the government will provide even to those whom have been struggling to have a job... hopefully they will remove the college policy for applications of saleslady and janitorial jobs..

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  Maila Rose Sengson Tama ka, pero I will disagree bout these 2 companies being just a front for the stock market. Dahil they will never invest in Ph if they don't see any opportunity and changes. CNN won't ruin its credibility worldwide just like that. They see potential in our human capital and are investing on it. The taxes these companies will pay will surely help our nation if they'll adhere to a clear and transparent method of distributing it to the good of the people either by social welfare and infrastructures. Hindi sa mga magnanakaw na opisyal! Sana lang tlg, di tayo magaya sa China na malaki ang disparity sa mayayaman at mahihirap. In this sense, sana tularan naten ang Sweden at Finland na egalitarian. Dapat naten ipromote yun Karla db?

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  Karla Rochelle Fäldt yes its good for promoting international companies for the credibility of our Nation..thats right..but in the economic rising of the Philippines, we cannot deny that the two large companies are a front.That is almost like a commercial bilboard next to philippine slogan...if you know what I mean.in order to manage a nations country is to hold on its economic balloon.in the opening of HM they have Rachelle Ann Go..whats behind her? she have an international history in music, and what does music does? it has fashion, it has covered televesions and it has a language to the people. RAchelle Ann Go is also a key to the uprising economy, but...we are just talking about the mid and leveled living society. in my studies in regarding marketing and business with politics, I have learned that all of this have an effect to the people. the big companies represents the nation of course, welcoming new investors and new livelihood for people..but none had been representing or rearranging the living ''reality'' of the indiginous people. do you think that the salary 100 per day which is 3000pesos every month can change the routine of a family who have three children? no..to budget their money they have to buy in a store that accomodate their budget.. we can promote our nations interests yes..that is a most propaganda...but the inner living is still rotten...i mean thats reality..investment is good by teaching the children on population control and maybe an education that dont allow teachers to be a sales person inside the classroom..books that are not so expensive and that the government maybe should provide food in the school..by promoting the NATIONS economy, and promoting the childrens future is the best investment they could ever do..and specially to start an adult schooling for every villages which is supposed to be OBLIGATORY so that no one in our country is ignorant or lack of knowledge..because I have come across the internet and books in regarding economy in different countries..the investors and investments, the advertisements, stock markets and politics and celebrities..they all have the key...but they are more focused in fame and glory...and most is for the NATIONS INTERESTS...not for the PEOPLE OR CITIZENS... thats what I beieve though..

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Article..is dedicated to the PHILIPPINES::...

-Rochelle-

Destruction of Individuals

I've come across the internet from youtube to google and different web links. I have been reading a lot of things about Freemasons and Illuminati. Their ground founder and their purposes to take control of the whole world. They have taken with them celebrities, the media, the worlds economy, the world of Sports and every country to join them in their mission.

''Anyone that isn't paying attention to what is going on in the world today is like an idiot bathing in the cesspool of their own ignorance'' -Hoocheeman Savage in Facebook- 

In every article and videos I have seen across the net, I think that my parents were right sometimes. Just like the tv that shows too much violence and the music videos that I use to watch when I was a kid. I imitate them, even their songs and their acts. I never thought then that it is the way to learn to behave like a wild animal.

Just take a note from a Rock music and read between the lines.



Rocker Frank Zappa (who discovered the awful truth December 4, 1993 the second he died) proudly boasted:

"I'm the devil's advocate. We have our own worshippers who are called 'groupies.' Girls will give their bodies to musicians as you would give a sacrifice to a god." (Peters Brothers, What About Christian Rock, p. 17)
here is a supporting links of all the Rock songs with praises to the Evil.:

click the link below..Rock Music is evil music

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On my Facebook wall, I wrote that Freemason is and has been in Philippines.
Mostly, when I post an information about health, some stuff I did the whole week, or some crazy stuff me and my friends had done, when I post some photos of my kids, funny photos and a lot of images, You Guess?? I got a lot of likes and people and friends really go through my posts to see what I am doing or saying..

But lately when I posted about the awareness of my fellowmen in regarding Freemason, Illuminati, Evil cults, You Wouldn't believe me... NO ONE EVER HAD LIKED IT or I think None had read it either...I wonder why the people are trying to close their eyes whenever the truth had been set infront of them..this world is really lost..Many people are feed up through music, and these is also called tradition..so even if you would say you are not thinking,doing evil but partaking with the work of the evil is a way of joining them in their works. you are not the master but you are a partaker...or easy to say a supporter, might be a fan or might be liking them..

So Here is a copy of my post to my facebook wall:
''The Freemasonry is already in Philippines and turning Filipino citizens to become robots through TV, commercials, music industry.. This is the illuminati connected which are cult and are anti-christ. To rule the world, they have to blend among people who believes and they have to take with them the high ranking officials from the government. Take note my FELLOW FILIPINOS, that you are being played because the government now adays are members of this group. Just look at what your children are looking on television..they make your kids be like the superstars, dance like whores and behave like a wild animals. they can take away your focus far from GOD and introduce you the comfort of digital living, materialism and even if you do not believe me, One day, you will understand what Im saying. They control the economy, the food storage of every country in the whole world. Keep your eyes on God and be careful..the least you suffer, thats the moment they will pretend of rescuing you..but they are only thirsty of your soul. If you heard about big celebrities in music industry, they have sold their soul to the devil for fame and glory. they things you see in TV shows ''reality shows'' commercials is/has been manipulated to deceive your eyes and to turn your mind into addiction, Be aware... If evil is alive..God is more lively..

Be careful my fellowmen... The freemason earns money in wars and terrorism. they are intelligent because they educate their members and teach them the ancient knowledge that comes from the dark. Every members will never loose fame and glory because the group is good in making things to get peoples attention.. All the material things you adore now, they are happy you appreciate them. be not materialistic..be aware for your soul.. Freemasons are secret society and they will never reveal what they do to you. Freemasons wear the egyptian signs and symbols and they worship Satan as their God. Additional to that, Jose Rizal and Manuel Quezon is also a member of the Freemasonry..They earn money in killing their members if the member is doubted to be revealing the secret of the group. no one in the freemasonry members could reveal the secrecy and activities of the group because they will get killed...

Awake awake people... by the way...the AQUINO sign is even a Freemasonry sign..''

with supporting video:

In the video: notice the thing they hang on their necks,, thats the same thing all the freemasons has,, the free mason started in France..
here is another video.

so...they are intelligent..and they have a mission..they must blend among all. their ground is made out from the egyptian culture.
Now, I am not making this up..but see for yourself on how this can affect your children and your family..which you think sometimes when you watch films or music are safe..inside the house, youa re safe physically but your souls burning slowly..
supporting video..:

now...this is the Music industry.. While ago, I showed you some rock lyrics and a supportd link about Rock music that it is a song to satan. Now, this music videos and the things you see are the dance and other stuff they do to manipulate you and your children and your husband and wives to pretend and imitate the puppets of the evil cult.And if you search in Google, typing rock n roll... listen to the lyrics of every song...from metallica to avril lavigne...it is full of evil.. well.. I guess I have to think about my children now..they are so small and innocent, they are the baits for the future generation..
lets watch this one.. THIS IS A DOCUMENTARY IN THE 80'S BY CHRISTIAN MINISTERS..

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PART 2 VIDEO =========================

And this video says: You're brainwashing your kids!! with RAY COMFORT in THE COMFORT ZONE...
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Here are the documentaries of Illuminati turned into new Freemasonry:

And this is the documentary of the Illuminati...

And another supporting video:

and a 2014 NWO declared..

I write this blog in regarding of my awareness of my childrens future..and the future of my relatives children..I hope you also are aware of it..

SHARE THIS AND PASS IT TO THOSE WHO UNDERSTANDS..

I am open in any kind of comments about my blogs..thank you...

Belief and Unbelief

Belief or disbelief.. this are the things that divides every individual nowadays. The believers sort themselves from those who disbelief, and the unbelievers sort out themselves doing more worldly thing which they believed were merely human. The believers keep their faith and stand up with strength from God having their faith with them and still trying to share the words of God to the people. most individuals now are very weary inn soul, knowledge had overflowed to everybody's minds and understanding is even more and more getting narrow..Where do we stand now in our faith and understanding..?  

People nowadays acquire education and knowledge. Note that education and knowledge is good, but along with it you must have understanding and purpose on how you will use it. Will you use it with good intentions from your heart? or would use it to gain wealth and fame. I am saying is, all of us dream of a good life, but most of the time when we are almost near the goal, we often forget the intentions and purposes we have from the beginning. We often hurt or step on someone just to get to where we want. And thats exactly the thing that eats our soul everyday without our consciousness.

When we believe, we take our courage and often we end up in argument with those who dont believe.As a believer, I believe that we must learn to humble ourselves and speak with kindness in our lips. We are not perfect, and this I say to you that who don't believe that when we make mistake, do not be a fool to make us stupid. We are all humans, We are a believer but it does not mean we have to be perfect because we are a believer and a Christian. Still our flesh is the same as yours and still we breath through our nostrils and walk upon the earth. We Christians must not act like fools. We are the representative of God and through Jesus Christ we must be the one showing good eamples to the people. We must sort out orselves among people but we must separate ourselves from what they do. We must accept critics and reminders from other people and from children. That is the way to learn more in life. Remember Jesus came for the wicked and sinners of the earth, to save their soul. Jesus came for the poor and He did not judge the sinners but lifted them up and help them recognize their deeds and repent.

For the Unbelievers, you might get hurt when sometimes Christians point out your deeds, to defend yourselves, thats human. I understand it is normal to defend what you know and what you experienced. Do not think you know everything about Christians and point all the things you see from those whom you know were so called Christians. I know you see a lot of false believers, I agree with you but do not think that all are the same. Do not think that because we are Christians, we are saints.. No we're not..we are merely human just like you..maybe you would try to accept critics and accept that you are doing wrong, and from that mabe try to fix things and focus instead on how you can make yourself better. Do not be defensive and sensitive, it is not against you, specially when a believer uses a bible verse reading infront of your face. It is just to mean they care and to remind you that somehow you are cared. Do not be a fool, and see things like they dont exist. I know some of you believe in Science and the Darwins Theory. well, I will not discuss that with you. I respect your thoughts about that but  the only thing i can tell you is.... No one had ever predicted an individuals death. the exact death of a person is the amazing phenomenon of all time. Because God is the only one who knows when its time for us all to leave. Human knowledge is huge but along with it must come understanding..

Training Sessions

Here are some training sessions we are covering for a while...

Muscles on its way...

Had been training intensively these past few months.. and lately..I was busy with OUR wedding..so this time..we're back in the GYM...
here are some photos to share...
some exercises that I feel not to explain at the moment... heheh

Nurse-Aid job....needs strength both physically and mentally

Just Pondering

Maybe this Uniform looks better...

A Curly Nurse Aid... !!

I have wondered all these years...how would I look when I grow older..

I have always thought of how I would look like then...with the gray hair and a wrinkled face..

Might be walking with a stick and my bones have probably shrinked already...

Recently..I have been chasing jobs... I am a nursing aid...and I am working with the disabled people..those who have been born with their disabilities since childhood and those who have been disabled due to accident..well in my job..im working with mixed people..

but..in my workplace..I am not a permanent worker..so I keep chasing jobs on my day-offs.

I love working with elderly and it gives me some extra feeling that I am useful..

I feel glad helping them because I am aware that one day..

I will be as old as they are..

I have met different people in my job...well..I see these old women individually different...they are physicially shrinked..those gray hairs and sometimes blurry eyes are the most things that most of us see on elderly...But ...I see their faces..I always wonder what or where have they been in their younger years...

Honestly...some elderly women looks so scary...hahha...sorry for that grannys...

some of them are so strict and particularylu different..

some dont eat breakfast..some does eat...

some are scared to shower and some would like bath...

But I am amazed when i speak with them..they have experiences that are very incredible to believe they have achieved..I suppose some youngsters would learn much from them..

No wonder why God says in the bible that we must not despise the elders..We must take care of them..

And there are some who have been so very wicked in their younger days..some have been so abusive to their love ones...some have been criminals or law violators...some of the never changed at all..

I am learning that character is best to polish everyday..the way you would treat others are great earnings in our younger years,,,I have been thinking that..when I grow old..I wouldnt want to hear people screaming my name because of my bad attitude..or that I have been a bad person...I would like to earn the goodness of the Lord in my heart by doing small things and good things towards my family, my children and my husband...towards the people that surrounds me..

As a nurse aid..I am a helping hand to the elders who are in need of help -physically..a friend - socially...a listener-mentally...I am glad I have this job and I love it..

so to all the NURSE AIDS IN THE WORLD::..

be proud of your jobs...

if you would think of Soldiers...we too have the heavy job that is taking our strength mentally and physically...we must show kindness and understanding towards the people we are taking care of..

Treatment is the best policy in regarding our white, colored uniforms..keep smiling even if you know you head is blowing..because it can help a person think well, get well and as well to get away from the hospital ...hehheheh

salute!!!