Destruction of Individuals

I've come across the internet from youtube to google and different web links. I have been reading a lot of things about Freemasons and Illuminati. Their ground founder and their purposes to take control of the whole world. They have taken with them celebrities, the media, the worlds economy, the world of Sports and every country to join them in their mission.

''Anyone that isn't paying attention to what is going on in the world today is like an idiot bathing in the cesspool of their own ignorance'' -Hoocheeman Savage in Facebook- 

In every article and videos I have seen across the net, I think that my parents were right sometimes. Just like the tv that shows too much violence and the music videos that I use to watch when I was a kid. I imitate them, even their songs and their acts. I never thought then that it is the way to learn to behave like a wild animal.

Just take a note from a Rock music and read between the lines.



Rocker Frank Zappa (who discovered the awful truth December 4, 1993 the second he died) proudly boasted:

"I'm the devil's advocate. We have our own worshippers who are called 'groupies.' Girls will give their bodies to musicians as you would give a sacrifice to a god." (Peters Brothers, What About Christian Rock, p. 17)
here is a supporting links of all the Rock songs with praises to the Evil.:

click the link below..Rock Music is evil music

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On my Facebook wall, I wrote that Freemason is and has been in Philippines.
Mostly, when I post an information about health, some stuff I did the whole week, or some crazy stuff me and my friends had done, when I post some photos of my kids, funny photos and a lot of images, You Guess?? I got a lot of likes and people and friends really go through my posts to see what I am doing or saying..

But lately when I posted about the awareness of my fellowmen in regarding Freemason, Illuminati, Evil cults, You Wouldn't believe me... NO ONE EVER HAD LIKED IT or I think None had read it either...I wonder why the people are trying to close their eyes whenever the truth had been set infront of them..this world is really lost..Many people are feed up through music, and these is also called tradition..so even if you would say you are not thinking,doing evil but partaking with the work of the evil is a way of joining them in their works. you are not the master but you are a partaker...or easy to say a supporter, might be a fan or might be liking them..

So Here is a copy of my post to my facebook wall:
''The Freemasonry is already in Philippines and turning Filipino citizens to become robots through TV, commercials, music industry.. This is the illuminati connected which are cult and are anti-christ. To rule the world, they have to blend among people who believes and they have to take with them the high ranking officials from the government. Take note my FELLOW FILIPINOS, that you are being played because the government now adays are members of this group. Just look at what your children are looking on television..they make your kids be like the superstars, dance like whores and behave like a wild animals. they can take away your focus far from GOD and introduce you the comfort of digital living, materialism and even if you do not believe me, One day, you will understand what Im saying. They control the economy, the food storage of every country in the whole world. Keep your eyes on God and be careful..the least you suffer, thats the moment they will pretend of rescuing you..but they are only thirsty of your soul. If you heard about big celebrities in music industry, they have sold their soul to the devil for fame and glory. they things you see in TV shows ''reality shows'' commercials is/has been manipulated to deceive your eyes and to turn your mind into addiction, Be aware... If evil is alive..God is more lively..

Be careful my fellowmen... The freemason earns money in wars and terrorism. they are intelligent because they educate their members and teach them the ancient knowledge that comes from the dark. Every members will never loose fame and glory because the group is good in making things to get peoples attention.. All the material things you adore now, they are happy you appreciate them. be not materialistic..be aware for your soul.. Freemasons are secret society and they will never reveal what they do to you. Freemasons wear the egyptian signs and symbols and they worship Satan as their God. Additional to that, Jose Rizal and Manuel Quezon is also a member of the Freemasonry..They earn money in killing their members if the member is doubted to be revealing the secret of the group. no one in the freemasonry members could reveal the secrecy and activities of the group because they will get killed...

Awake awake people... by the way...the AQUINO sign is even a Freemasonry sign..''

with supporting video:

In the video: notice the thing they hang on their necks,, thats the same thing all the freemasons has,, the free mason started in France..
here is another video.

so...they are intelligent..and they have a mission..they must blend among all. their ground is made out from the egyptian culture.
Now, I am not making this up..but see for yourself on how this can affect your children and your family..which you think sometimes when you watch films or music are safe..inside the house, youa re safe physically but your souls burning slowly..
supporting video..:

now...this is the Music industry.. While ago, I showed you some rock lyrics and a supportd link about Rock music that it is a song to satan. Now, this music videos and the things you see are the dance and other stuff they do to manipulate you and your children and your husband and wives to pretend and imitate the puppets of the evil cult.And if you search in Google, typing rock n roll... listen to the lyrics of every song...from metallica to avril lavigne...it is full of evil.. well.. I guess I have to think about my children now..they are so small and innocent, they are the baits for the future generation..
lets watch this one.. THIS IS A DOCUMENTARY IN THE 80'S BY CHRISTIAN MINISTERS..

PART 1 VIDEO =========================

PART 2 VIDEO =========================

And this video says: You're brainwashing your kids!! with RAY COMFORT in THE COMFORT ZONE...
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Here are the documentaries of Illuminati turned into new Freemasonry:

And this is the documentary of the Illuminati...

And another supporting video:

and a 2014 NWO declared..

I write this blog in regarding of my awareness of my childrens future..and the future of my relatives children..I hope you also are aware of it..

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Belief and Unbelief

Belief or disbelief.. this are the things that divides every individual nowadays. The believers sort themselves from those who disbelief, and the unbelievers sort out themselves doing more worldly thing which they believed were merely human. The believers keep their faith and stand up with strength from God having their faith with them and still trying to share the words of God to the people. most individuals now are very weary inn soul, knowledge had overflowed to everybody's minds and understanding is even more and more getting narrow..Where do we stand now in our faith and understanding..?  

People nowadays acquire education and knowledge. Note that education and knowledge is good, but along with it you must have understanding and purpose on how you will use it. Will you use it with good intentions from your heart? or would use it to gain wealth and fame. I am saying is, all of us dream of a good life, but most of the time when we are almost near the goal, we often forget the intentions and purposes we have from the beginning. We often hurt or step on someone just to get to where we want. And thats exactly the thing that eats our soul everyday without our consciousness.

When we believe, we take our courage and often we end up in argument with those who dont believe.As a believer, I believe that we must learn to humble ourselves and speak with kindness in our lips. We are not perfect, and this I say to you that who don't believe that when we make mistake, do not be a fool to make us stupid. We are all humans, We are a believer but it does not mean we have to be perfect because we are a believer and a Christian. Still our flesh is the same as yours and still we breath through our nostrils and walk upon the earth. We Christians must not act like fools. We are the representative of God and through Jesus Christ we must be the one showing good eamples to the people. We must sort out orselves among people but we must separate ourselves from what they do. We must accept critics and reminders from other people and from children. That is the way to learn more in life. Remember Jesus came for the wicked and sinners of the earth, to save their soul. Jesus came for the poor and He did not judge the sinners but lifted them up and help them recognize their deeds and repent.

For the Unbelievers, you might get hurt when sometimes Christians point out your deeds, to defend yourselves, thats human. I understand it is normal to defend what you know and what you experienced. Do not think you know everything about Christians and point all the things you see from those whom you know were so called Christians. I know you see a lot of false believers, I agree with you but do not think that all are the same. Do not think that because we are Christians, we are saints.. No we're not..we are merely human just like you..maybe you would try to accept critics and accept that you are doing wrong, and from that mabe try to fix things and focus instead on how you can make yourself better. Do not be defensive and sensitive, it is not against you, specially when a believer uses a bible verse reading infront of your face. It is just to mean they care and to remind you that somehow you are cared. Do not be a fool, and see things like they dont exist. I know some of you believe in Science and the Darwins Theory. well, I will not discuss that with you. I respect your thoughts about that but  the only thing i can tell you is.... No one had ever predicted an individuals death. the exact death of a person is the amazing phenomenon of all time. Because God is the only one who knows when its time for us all to leave. Human knowledge is huge but along with it must come understanding..

Training Sessions

Here are some training sessions we are covering for a while...

Muscles on its way...

Had been training intensively these past few months.. and lately..I was busy with OUR wedding..so this time..we're back in the GYM...
here are some photos to share...
some exercises that I feel not to explain at the moment... heheh

Nurse-Aid job....needs strength both physically and mentally

Just Pondering

Maybe this Uniform looks better...

A Curly Nurse Aid... !!

I have wondered all these years...how would I look when I grow older..

I have always thought of how I would look like then...with the gray hair and a wrinkled face..

Might be walking with a stick and my bones have probably shrinked already...

Recently..I have been chasing jobs... I am a nursing aid...and I am working with the disabled people..those who have been born with their disabilities since childhood and those who have been disabled due to accident..well in my job..im working with mixed people..

but..in my workplace..I am not a permanent worker..so I keep chasing jobs on my day-offs.

I love working with elderly and it gives me some extra feeling that I am useful..

I feel glad helping them because I am aware that one day..

I will be as old as they are..

I have met different people in my job...well..I see these old women individually different...they are physicially shrinked..those gray hairs and sometimes blurry eyes are the most things that most of us see on elderly...But ...I see their faces..I always wonder what or where have they been in their younger years...

Honestly...some elderly women looks so scary...hahha...sorry for that grannys...

some of them are so strict and particularylu different..

some dont eat breakfast..some does eat...

some are scared to shower and some would like bath...

But I am amazed when i speak with them..they have experiences that are very incredible to believe they have achieved..I suppose some youngsters would learn much from them..

No wonder why God says in the bible that we must not despise the elders..We must take care of them..

And there are some who have been so very wicked in their younger days..some have been so abusive to their love ones...some have been criminals or law violators...some of the never changed at all..

I am learning that character is best to polish everyday..the way you would treat others are great earnings in our younger years,,,I have been thinking that..when I grow old..I wouldnt want to hear people screaming my name because of my bad attitude..or that I have been a bad person...I would like to earn the goodness of the Lord in my heart by doing small things and good things towards my family, my children and my husband...towards the people that surrounds me..

As a nurse aid..I am a helping hand to the elders who are in need of help -physically..a friend - socially...a listener-mentally...I am glad I have this job and I love it..

so to all the NURSE AIDS IN THE WORLD::..

be proud of your jobs...

if you would think of Soldiers...we too have the heavy job that is taking our strength mentally and physically...we must show kindness and understanding towards the people we are taking care of..

Treatment is the best policy in regarding our white, colored uniforms..keep smiling even if you know you head is blowing..because it can help a person think well, get well and as well to get away from the hospital ...hehheheh

salute!!!

Depression: Ancient and Modern

Most people have felt sad or depressed at times. Feeling depressed can be a normal reaction to loss, life's struggles, or an injured self-esteem.

But when feelings of intense sadness -- including feeling helpless, hopeless, and worthless -- last for many days to weeks and keep you from functioning normally, your depression may be something more than sadness. It may very well be clinical depression -- a treatable medical condition.



Depression comes to all rich nor poor. It is more rare this days because of life's changes and challenges. People who have depression is in need of attention, love, compliments, belong to a certain group or activities, worthy, affection, passion,encouragement and respect.

Robin Williams,Charlie Sheen in''two and half man'',Margareth Thatcher and lots of known people is the evidence of the modern lifestyle. Depression can lead to death. Because of hopelessness and resentment. Uncontent, Being lack of attention and affection.




Achievements comes in two categories:

1.to achieve something because you want it.

2.to achieve something because everyone, someone, family want it.



Achievements are a proof that a person can achieve so much to get compliments and attention, but can't get love and emotional affection. A person who goes through depression needs company, not to talk to but someone that is prepared to listen. A stressful life and demanding lifestyle or demanding people like we have now are the causes of anxiety and depression among youth and adulthood.

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I have been to depression and anxiety, I thought then I was just normally sad and my mornings are not that special for me to think about. All of those days, I see nothing and but danger. everything is something to worry about, and that all people are the same. it is because, we all have our instinct. once things had happened to us, we normally change our behaviour and we normally defend ourselves into something we are scared of. I have spoken to some family and relatives and needing time and attention, but none have time to listen. well, theres nothing much to talk about but I was needing a company. I was afraid to be alone because I know by myself that there is a tendency I would hurt myself.



My friends had left, my family didnt really care, or else I suppose they might not really know how to deal with me or how to handle me. My behaviour is very devastatingly aggressive and I could say that i am very far to talk to. I was Always defensive and there is no way they could speak without me thinking it is against me.

I have lost my hope and I am more restless. i have been very suspicious with eveything and everybody. it went way too far from childhood memories, tragedies, family problems. dont get me wrong with family problems, it was when my parents separated and I didnt understand nothing. before, it is usually rare to not speak with children regarding parents in separation and that is what had happened to me. That caused me deeply and everytime I ask my mother, she wouldnt give me a clear answer but says ''you will understand when you grow up''. most of the time parents treat children as fools. anyways, my parents didnt spoke to me really.maybe not to know everything but to know that mama and papa will never live together anymore. I was bullied in my school years and been beaten up by my mother. Had been into different childabuse and been sexually abused. I dont blame them, but then my resentment was too high that I even feel like I wanna die. My depression started slowly, since my first relationship, I have been very happy and thought all will go well.. But then his rejection and silence had broke me down. then comes along few more relationshipås that never succeeded because i feel it is very demanding in time, energy and my efforts are not really seen.I have been into many stuff that when I Think of it now, I regret many of those. I have done things and I have been judged by many. I have been fooled and I have hurt many too.. And those emotions and conscience I felt make me feel bad. So my resentment grew along with me since in the teenage years. Then I was married and got Children, still the depression is getting worse because my marriage was not a happily marriage. My ex were haughty in Words, drinking sometimes but when he drink, it is totally large consumptions of alcohol. my tragedies gave me flash backs ad nightmares. my heart pumped as if I am in a Marathon. My ex is kind in a way but he dont know how to handle emotions, he dont know either how to handle a woman or how to show love by that time. Because he himself has his own demons that chase him in his sleep.
My anxiety became worse that even when I had already Children, I even forget them and my family sometimes. I was nearly to suicidal in a train Railway, luckily some people saved me....that is why I am sitting here in Writing this down.. and some of my archives are even regarding how i felt then under my depression. so ..after that suicidal moment, I seek professional help from a Psychologists. they represent to be the ''Listener, Encouragement lifter'' which supposedly family and friends role. then I Went through sessions speaking about my childhood, tragedies and abuses, family problems and rejection. And afterwards, I have been forwarded to a psychology specialist.Then through medication and talk sessions, it helped me to Think better and release all the things I have in mind.

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Achievements and success was too difficult for me to reach because my obligations must comes first, I never had a cuddle time with my parents, never hear I love you child, never been kissed in the cheek enough and never been sung a lullaby at night.



So I encourage you parents to give time on your children and treat them well. when they ask things, thats curiousity and, you dont need to tell everything but you can tell the purpose and the logic of it.if you know what I mean.

Listen to your family or relatives who have been having a difficult time, they wont need you to speak but they need your presence and for you to listen to let them feel theyre not alone. tell them they are loved, encourage them to do things they like, enhance them and never ever compare them to anyone. lift up their chin and tell them they are worthy.

People who suffer depression have tendency of suicidal and hurting themselves. well I have been there so..

to prevent depression and anxiety for becoming worse is to give them space but give them the affection, time and love. never leave them whenever they need someone to be beside them. they wont speak what they feel at that moment but you can see the restlessness in their face, behaviour, pessimism, sleeplessnights.

they wont talk about their situation because people in depression do not understand that they go through it, but only feel like they cannot move on anymore that eveything is very difficult.



How Do I Know If I Have Depression?

According to the DSM-5, a manual used to diagnose mental disorders, depression occurs when you have at least five of the following symptoms at the same time:
A depressed mood during most of the day, particularly in the morning
Fatigue or loss of energy almost every day
Feelings of worthlessness or guilt almost every day
Impaired concentration, indecisiveness
Insomnia (an inability to sleep) or hypersomnia (excessive sleeping) almost every day
Markedly diminished interest or pleasure in almost all activities nearly every day
Recurring thoughts of death or suicide (not just fearing death)
A sense of restlessness or being slowed down
Significant weight loss or weight gain


A key sign of depression is either depressed mood or loss of interest in activities you once enjoyed. For a diagnosis of depression, these signs should be present most of the day either daily or nearly daily for at least two weeks. In addition, the depressive symptoms need to cause clinically significant distress or impairment. They cannot be due to the direct effects of a substance, for example, a drug or medication. Nor can they be the result of a medical condition such as hypothyroidism.


And in our modern generation, I believed that God already had known that we will meet this trials. In the Bible itself, it speaks of the mind weaknesses, that most people weigh more the appreciation and value of others rather than being content on themselves.


Here's the verses...

Psalm 94:19 NIV
When anxiety was great within me, your consolation brought joy to my soul.


-When the inner sadness is very huge, and sadness had covered the heart of a person.. your Comfort and Company will make them a Little better.

Ecclesiastes 11:10 NIV
So then, banish anxiety from your heart and cast off the troubles of your body, for youth and vigor are meaningless.


- Strength and youth is nothing, anxiety can come to all. rejecting it is not easy but must try to Think of the positive things of Life.

Isaiah 41:10
Fear not, for I am with you; be not dismayed, for I am your God; I will strengthen you, I will help you, I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.
- Believe in God, maybe not all Believe in Him. But I know Deep in the hearts of every individual that they Believe there is something higher. Believe for the possibilities and hope for the better.


Philippians 4:6-8
Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. Finally, brothers, whatever is true, whatever is honorable, whatever is just, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is commendable, if there is any excellence, if there is anything worthy of praise, think about these things.


1 Corinthians 10:13
No temptation has overtaken you that is not common to man. God is faithful, and he will not let you be tempted beyond your ability, but with the temptation he will also provide the way of escape, that you may be able to endure it.


1 Peter 5:7
Casting all your anxieties on him, because he cares for you.

Proverbs 12:25
Anxiety in a man's heart weighs him down, but a good word makes him glad.

- all the Words that comes out of our toungue can enormously damage someone's soul. so let us be careful in speaking. we must encourage one Another, give each other hope and a help of hand to create a good ambience in our Life and even give a smile to one's heart.-

Matthew 6:34
“Therefore do not be anxious about tomorrow, for tomorrow will be anxious for itself. Sufficient for the day is its own trouble.

James 5:15
And the prayer of faith will save the one who is sick, and the Lord will raise him up. And if he has committed sins, he will be forgiven.

Romans 8:26
Likewise the Spirit helps us in our weakness. For we do not know what to pray for as we ought, but the Spirit himself intercedes for us with groanings too deep for words.


Joshua 1:9
Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be frightened, and do not be dismayed, for the Lord your God is with you wherever you go.”

Hebrews 11:6
And without faith it is impossible to please him, for whoever would draw near to God must believe that he exists and that he rewards those who seek him.

Isaiah 41:13
For I, the Lord your God, hold your right hand; it is I who say to you, “Fear not, I am the one who helps you.”

Psalm 94:19
When the cares of my heart are many, your consolations cheer my soul.

Romans 12:12
Rejoice in hope, be patient in tribulation, be constant in prayer.

Hebrews 11:1
Now faith is the assurance of things hoped for, the conviction of things not seen.

John 10:10
The thief comes only to steal and kill and destroy. I came that they may have life and have it abundantly.

Matthew 11:28-30
Come to me, all who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light.”

2 Corinthians 12:10
For the sake of Christ, then, I am content with weaknesses, insults, hardships, persecutions, and calamities. For when I am weak, then I am strong.

Proverbs 17:22
A joyful heart is good medicine, but a crushed spirit dries up the bones.

James 1:2-4
Count it all joy, my brothers, when you meet trials of various kinds, for you know that the testing of your faith produces steadfastness. And let steadfastness have its full effect, that you may be perfect and complete, lacking in nothing.

1 Corinthians 6:19
Or do you not know that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit within you, whom you have from God? You are not your own,

Romans 5:3-5
More than that, we rejoice in our sufferings, knowing that suffering produces endurance, and endurance produces character, and character produces hope, and hope does not put us to shame, because God's love has been poured into our hearts through the Holy Spirit who has been given to us.

Moments...

Times go by so quickly.. some meet new people...some are aging...some are newly born...and some are just acquaintances...im glad to see the people I have met before...and after a long time..seeing them again...in another reason of life...another situations...Life has different angles..and we produce the experience we gather on the way.. I have learned alot from those people I have met and those people who are already a part of my family...Im glad they have given me the chance to be part of their life too...

Ive met people today... it  is a birthday bash of my kids god mother Gemma... i dont have any idea how old she is but she is getting younger by the way...lol.. 

God bless Gemma and her family.. she had given me good teachings to know more about God and to be more focused on my belief...may she be used more in the expansion of the church and to encourage more families to be more Godly...

Praises be to God of Israel,...