Never too Late

My new song. I have learned to play the piano.and I am the owner of this song. I wrote it simply...
Its about two people who met in the wrong time..looking if there would be chances to fall in love again.
Despite she have another, she wishes to have him and the guy is wanting her and thinking its never too late...

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SILENCE

When my silence arise, 

life can't give no more surprise. 

They say life is adventure 

but why is mine hard to capture?

Am I a captive of my ownself, 

by which beloved carved me irony?

Coz my silence had been so long,

 paranoid is likely born

And my silence can kill

Sometimes it makes me ill..

So where would u keep me in ur heart?

Is it in the corner where I can smite so fast?

Or will you hold me steadfast

while you raise me with ur love...

Yes, my silence is my tragedy

My tears are hidden in me

Responsible is mine solely

While I strive defensively..

My silence is my only shield

To make a margin of myself

Coz when u get near

My mind is in fear.....

I might be defensive..

I might be offensive..,

So keep the silence between us

By then we build our trust

By then we can be friends

Despite of my sounding silence....

****ROCHELLE****

SILENCE...

UNLESS...

You can not judge me, not even see my sincerity 

unless you will know me. 

You cannot love me, 

Unless you meet my heart..

You cant hear me, nor see me laugh

unless you come nearer,

You can't draw my agony

unless you come closer..

So beware to come around

 coz im more vulnerable than you thought..

I am harmless 

A heart of innocence

Love me through the best In Me

And I'll walk with you willingly ...

**Rochelle**

This lyrics is dedicated to my Loved ones and friends..

Im working more on this song... :)

All thanks to the Lord My God.

UNLESS????

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Sewing my coat and A dress...

I have been fascinated in Red Riding hood Coat and always wishing to have one. And yesterday, I saw a fine clothing in the tailoring shop I use to go to. It was color black though, not the one I was thinking but I bought it somehow and thought I will sew it for a try. I sat for five hours infront of the sewing machine just to finish it... and Voila!!! I have one now..It is not complete though I got the first step... Soon I will just have to find a Red clothing to make one coat for me...and I will be soaring the woods too hehehhe..

The Cloth I bought and some accesories with it.

The coat is done!!!

The two things I have sewn... Proud hahahha..

In september month..I sew a dress for me and my daughter... I was actually thinking of a fitted
dress but I ended up with a soft cloth I bought in a tailoring shop. I suppose to measure the dress in the store but I wasn't able to do that, so I measured myself and there were some left overs of the cloth and I ended up to make one dress and a shirt for my daughter. Well it looks like these,...

The Summer dress I sew in month of September.

Christmas essence..

Merry Christmas to everyone who pass by to my blog.
And I hope that you had a wonderful celebration with your family
and friends.
But what is Christmas?
What is the traditional Christmas?

Christmas - known in the old english as Cristesmaesse. A Christ's Mass. An annual commemoration of the birth of Jesus Christ. The celebration is centerly feast to the christian liturgical year, it closes the advent and initiates the twelve days of Christmastide.
CHRISTMAS IS A CIVIL HOLIDAY, celebrated by many people in the world.

The original birth of Jesus is known to be between 7 and 2 BC according to the histiorians, but it is unknown. The Western Christian Church placed the birth in December 25 which is adopted to be the traditional day of celebrating Christmas.

So.. I remember when I was still young. My family had its own way of celöebrating the Christmas. The family gathers and the table is full of different foods. The whole house smells like food factory.
I would admit that it was really better than today. Evrybody is gathering from afar and sharing stories about Christmas or just some fairytales. In my country Philippines, they use to dance or exchange gifts. It must not be that expensive but I guess that exchange gift is not actually a willingly gift to give. Give a gift to those who dont have. But anyways, thats the tradition I guess we have adopted from the americans.

Celebrating Christmas is not about gift. Its about celebrating the memory of the Lord Jesus Christ. How do you celebrate his birthday? In these modern days, we got so busy by thinking of what kind of gift we will give to our children, to our family and friends. We got so busy of ''what gift is it that I will get from them''.  Jesus was born, and have sacrificed his life for us. Some might say, 'it is his fault, I never wanted to be a part of it, it was his decision' It was not even his decision. It was the father's decision. Remembering from the Genesis about Adam and Eve in the garden of Eden. When they have sinned, people have lost contact with the Lord. So God was far from us then. And because he loved his creation, he have decided to send his ONLY SON Jesus to save us. Through him, we got the power back to speak to God, to talk to him, to ask what we want, to guide us in our ways. And have you ever think of when we do something wrong by our parents, they scold us directly. But when we do something wrong imorally, we dont get punishment, but we feel our heartbeat fast, our conscience is calling back and think that God dont punish us right away. Because he said 'JUDGEMENT DAY'.
 And Jesus came to us, it is his birthday. it is not about giving your child an IPAD, IPOD, IPHONE, LAPTOP, or material things. Its not wrong to give gifts. But the essence of Christmas is about LOVE, FAMILY, BOND to the Lord.
Have you ever thought of what gift does the Lord want from you?
 Your life? your heart? your mind? your mouth?
He gave us life. what if one day, he will just take our our life just in one click and you doesn't even had time to explain yet and do what you wish to do.
Think that Christmas is about family ties, love to Jesus and in his memory we have freewill to speak with him no matter what we did, what we do, what we have and what we have, and what we have done. He does not come to convict us. He came with love and support to save our soul because our human flesh is demanding to be dipped into sin.

I hope that this helps you to reflect somehow.
Once again.. Merry Christmas and Happy new year to everyone of you..!!!

Vanessa infront of the Gingerbread house
A Christmas party celebrated in their Nursery school.

The Gingerbread boy and the Elf girl.

Gingerbread boy celebrating Christmas party in the preparatory school

The Christmas tree in Sesam Gallerian in the town of Jönköping.
Beautiful isn't it?

Gift opening in 24th of december.

Our Christmas tree with its Candy canes...

Along with his gifts from Papa and Mama, Heiel family.

Along with her gifts from Papa and Mama, Heiel family and Sis Lily.

My Bestfriend.......... Sweden Connection

In my five years living in Sweden, I have never had someone to be called the closest one... I mean a bestfriend... of course I have one but shes in Philippines....
Now..., I am about to tell you about my Girl I knew. We met in a bible study and at first, we doubt at each other and unsure to what we would say.. I smile and she smile in return. Oh it was in the year of 2011 somewhere in December. We were just two person with different backgrounds...
Two people who have alot of dreams and desires in life...
She is good at heart..most silently and eagerly determined to what she want.. She is a person full of life and seriousness...honestly I always break the silence between us...coz I am more humorous and full of things in mind that I just let go and it make us laugh together.. Im glad I've met her...I've seen her truthfullness as a friend and I am looking forward to grow old having same friend like her...
And together, We could look forward and backwards to think life and accept it as it is...
like we use to say...'' oh yeah my friend, let it be....time will come for us...and we'll see what we can..''
And I could say that she is amazing each day.. Since we met, there were things I have learned to speak with her, things that I know she would understand and things from her experience I can understand. I dedicate this for her...and to her... THANK YOU FOR BEING A PART OF MY LIFE, MY DAILY AND A CLOSE ONE TO MY HEART....
FOR YOU: Irish Suralta.....

Basta't Maghintay Ka Lamang - Ted Ito

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You're My Bestfriend - Queen

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My Bestfriend... Philippine Connection

JEANNETTE C. MATEO turned to
MRS. JEANNETTE MATEO-PEDRONAN

I have met a wonderful person in my life. I met her in the year of 2002.. I have friend Michelle then.. Shes wonderful, shes more than a friend to me But this woman I met was further greater than Michelle. If I could describe Michelle, she is a childish person, not matured and always hanging around me...When I met this wonderful woman, I found her amazing..She was just like a sister.. There were times she had lived with us in our little Hut...Our house is enough for a 30square meter and all of us sleep on the floor..except my father got a bed..hahah.. he is the King though...
Anyway...Jeannette is a beautiful person, she showed me how to be a woman. I have learned to apply my make up correctly, to line my eyes with eyeliner properly and wear my dress decently... She showed me the beauty of having Red lipistick...And I just loved her now and then..
Both of us have different storied behind, Stories that we kept ourselves.. Me and Jeannette spend time together alot.. We have good and bad memories.. We were together is Pangasinan, where we bath in a lake and we have our boyfriends together.. We bath and embarassing was when i took myself up the water, my bra went down...hahah And she laughed like never before, I was then embarassed but her encouragement made me feel confident to take back my bra and I didnt feel ashame.. I can spell myself  that I was a quiet person, Shy, Funny but more reserved from people.. And she was there, teaching me to be confident and stand despite of the embarassment.. And yes.. shes wonderful. The other moment was when we were together with her close guy friend who was chasing me all the time at work...he wanted me to be the girlfriend but because I dont want him so he standed on the rails of the overpass or we say footbridge and wanted to jump from there... He was so dominant but I wasnt interested...
my other memory of her was when we met Wendell...those moment of high and low day and night...smoking cigarettes and the beers and falling in the canals while drunk...it was amazing when I reminisce those moments with her.. And this Note I write..I dedicate to her... She will always be part of my life now and forever.. I love her with all my heart, memories have kept in my heart sealed.. I pray for her wellness, for her happiness... ( I wish she will receive the gift of God soon...A child..) She is happily married to Cons...A wonderful man... Our co-worker in the laundry shop of a middle age woman Cora... Cons and Janet are happily married and living in the sidehills of Baguio City, Philippines.
I love her...only if she know... I cherish her from the depth of my heart and I am sincere with it...
Now we're parted caused by our natural changes, Marriages, Family, Country...as I am living in Sweden and shes in Philippines... Shes still the bestfriend I have known.
Last but not the least...
our theme:

 REMEMBER ME THIS WAY - JORDAN HILL - OFFICIAL TRACK IN CASPER THE GHOST

Dedicated to: JEANNETTE MATEO PEDRONAN // CONSTANTE PEDRONAN JR.